Don't delete your search history. Let your wife find out what a fucking faggot her husband is. What would she say? What would she do? Would she out you? Would she laugh at you? Would she humiliate you for being a faggot? No wonder you haven't had sex with your wife in such a long time. You’re gay. Don't you think that she's already suspicious? Don’t you think she already looks at your internet history? Don't delete your search history and let everything play out. After all, you're tired of being in the closet, right?