I was supposed to meet my online lover tonight at a concert in the City. I was hoping he would come back to mine and I'd get to show off my expensive lingerie I bought specially for this exciting occasion. I was so looking forward to it.. but I lost the tickets and my phone seems to have disappeared and I can't get hold of him to tell him I can't make it. Its a good job I have my wonderful Son to support me and he's so understanding when his Mommy is upset.. although I have to admit- the mysterious man from online reminds me so much of my boy.. I can't quite put my finger on it but something makes me think of my Son every time I talk to my internet "boyfriend".. my Son comforts me by telling me I should put my sexy outfit on to make myself feel better.. its far too revealing for any Mother to wear around her Son, but somehow he knows just how to encourage me, and so I do. I tell him to turn around whilst I get changed, but I feel his eyes on me.. how strange that any Son should want to see his Mommy naked on purpose like this.. and thats when he says it.. says something so undeniably sinful.. a sentence that my Son shouldn't say.. a sentence that I've only ever heard said to me by the new man in my life.. "holy fuck, you look good enough to eat.." ..could it be.. is it even possible.. that I've been talking to my Son all this time? That my Son.. is interested in me.. his Mommy.. in this way.. in a sexual sort of way.. that my very own biological Son is the guy I've been sending nude photos to.. I hope so..