I have a rule. Betas MUST eat cum. This only applies to inferior men like you. The only way for your orgasms to be acceptable to me is if you leave no trace of your mess. I want you to get so used to eating your own cum that it feels wrong not to. Your loser load isn't even worthy of a wet tissue. You have to swallow it down in acceptance of your beta status. To make you understand this, you will have this orgasm in the loser pose: knees up over your head, jerking into your own mouth. Once again, Goddess is showing you the right way.