It seems you’re stuck in the friend zone! Girls like you enough to be your friend but nobody sees you as boyfriend material and nobody wants to fuck you. Clearly, this means you’re not a TOTAL loser. You are somewhat of a loser though because you’re in voluntarily pussy free. Girls reject you because they don’t see you as a strong, masculine man. They think you’re a nice guy but they also think you’re a little beta bitch! As a result, you spend an absurd amount of time wallowing in self pity and endlessly jerking off to try and make yourself feel better instead of trying to become a better man. It’s a self perpetuating cycle. Feeling sorry for yourself for being such a lonely reject, only turns you into more of a pussy free loser, which leads to even more jerking off and even more rejection! You’re destined for life in the friend zone.