You've learned to fetishize the dull ache that radiates from your balls all the way up to your empty little head, haven't you? You've had no choice at this point. Gooning, riding the edge, and stroking is your favorite way to escape your miserable, loser life. You've made a commitment to getting dumber, because you know that being dumb is your destiny. Now, the only way to keep that pretty little head of yours empty, is to just keep stroking, just keep pumping, just keep listening to Goddess. I've got you so addicted, my hand wrapped so tight around your neck at this point, that the only way for you to move forwards, is to just keep getting closer to rock bottom.