Your life needs structure. You crave the feeling of being powerless. No control whatsoever. Fully submitting to Me and having Me control every single aspect of your life. Having Me micromanage every little detail from the time you wake up to the time you go to bed. Managing your finances, what you buy at the grocery store, creating a strict budget for you etc.. THIS is what you need. And this is what you crave. Giving up control entirely.