Custom: I've been married for 15 years and have two but recently admitted to myself that I am gay. For a long time I thought I was bisexual and played with cross dressing and being a sissy (which is a huge turn on for me), but after a lot of self reflection the reality is that I was suppressing a part of me that I didn't want to admit -- that I'm sexually attracted to men and not women. For as long as I have been married, I have secretly watched gay porn, played with anal toys, and had the occasional gay hookup.  I have felt shame and guilt about this, but this is who I am. The video I would like from you is an empowerment video: support from you that it's okay to be gay, it's okay to love men, and to love anal sex and sucking dick.  And that it's okay to choose to live my gay life in secret while keeping my family together. I would love encouragement and support, and sexy and dirty talk from you as a caring girlfriend to a gay man about how I can live my gay life and keep this secret forever.  Support from you that it's okay to jerk off to gay porn and to fantasize about cock so I can get hard enough to fuck my wife would mean so much to me.  And you can call me a faggot, not to humiliate me, but to empower me to embrace my homosexuality and break free from the straight male persona that I put out to the world.  Even though I'll never be truly "free" I hope this vid gives me a sense of validation to be true to myself at least.  Thank you so much.