Sit down. You need to hear this. So.. you didn’t get the outcome you had hoped for and Yeah… Im not exactly happy that you didn’t get it but you are once again completely negating all the work you’ve done to get to this point. I honestly don’t know why you keep doing this to yourself. Rome was not built in a day and you will not get that outcome from where you are with the constant attitude of defeat. You know just as well as I do that no one else will tell you this and that is why you so badly need these talks. You are meant for bigger things, if it were easy every one would do it. Now straighten up. We are just getting started.