Stepping into the shower with this big, blubbery body is an ordeal all its own. Every thick, jiggling roll demands careful attention as I move slowly under the warm water. My hands work over each heavy crease, tracing along the soft, thick folds that trap the heat and sweat from hours of filming. There’s so much of me now, so much to wash and tend to, all because you couldn’t resist piling on more and more fat.