I've gotten quite used to having my shower chair, so whenever I have to shower without it then I know I am going to struggle. Even though I'm a little smaller in this video (filmed 2 years ago) compared to now, I STILL have a difficult time standing through the whole shower. Not only that, but this shower was VERY small and barely had any room for me to move. I couldn't even close the shower curtain! I heavy breathe my way through soaping up my curves and washing my hair while giving you some great views of my massive body struggling to stand.