Normal sex just doesn't work for you, you really think having a relationship is going to fix your gooning addiction? I don't think so, look at you, coming back for more, making your girlfriend a gooner widow. It excites you when you sneak behind her back and goon isn't it, the thrill of her walk in and see you stroking to this, while not having sex with her for months, the idea of cheating on her with more gooning porn keeps you going and going.