Oh this holiday, you must ruin it. Ruin your orgasm, have the most deliciously mediocre nut of your life. You need to end up with your dick out spurting and hands off, making a total mess of yourself. Just make it a fucking ache, make it disappointing, as disappointing as you. Have the most blandest nut, you don't deserve a better one, that's the true gift. You are not allowed to improve it, to get a decent one, to get a proper nut at all. You are meant to be a broken brained subby with the most tasteless, boring nuts. Time to face the facts, you don't own your orgasms, I do. And I will only permit you to experience these fucking mindfucks and frustratingly mid ones. Go stroke to my tits, pump for them, enjoy every last drop of it, stroke it, pump it. All of that frustration, all of that pent up neediness, I want you to feel just how little your desperation and needs matter. Your mind needs to be trained and adjusted to the new normal, the new hot. The denial and control and total submission through and through. You deserve to be ruined and I love to ruin IT.