With a dick as small as yours, you didn't truly believe that Eli would be faithful to you long-term, did you? Of course, you didn't, that would be naive. You might have a clit-dick, but you're not a complete idiot! Deep down you knew it was only a matter of time, before she started stepping out on you. But that doesn't have to be a negative thing. She's willing to transform you from her husband to her lesbian wife. It's going to be a lot of fun! She's going to encourage you to suck a dick for her, and to join in on her orgies with Alpha guys! Maybe this is the nudge you've always needed, to fulfill your true destiny. At least she still loves you and wants to stay married. It's just time to "reframe" things a little...