I bought a secret toy that my boyfriend doesn't know about, and while he was at work I decided to try it out. I've never used a sex machine before so I was so nervous and unexperienced. When I finally start to get the hang of the rhythm, he walks in on me!!!!! I'm so embarrassed and ashamed and I try to explain to him that I only got it because I wanted to practice blowjobs. I can tell he doesn't really like my blowjobs and I wanted to surprise him with an amazing one! After talking, he seems to come around to the idea. Then he says he wants to watch me get fucked by it????? I didn't think I would be using it in another way but I do want to make him happy....... Once I get started I notice that he's rock hard and jerking off to the sight of me getting fucked!! Is it terrible that I kind of like it?