CUSTOM REQUEST: Please wear nude glossy pantyhose and tease and seduce me. I am a sex addict and I want your help for harm reduction. If I can order your videos and focus on just you I can reduce the total amount of harm I cause myself. But for me to focus on you so intensely I need to give in completely. I need to get worse before I can get better. I want to sacrifice myself to your therapy sessions. I buy your pantyhose and tell you my personal story to make it real. I pay for personal attention. I pay you to delude me to think I am controlling my habit but I am making it grow deeper and more intense. It feels weird to keep trying to date online and meet a woman when I have this addiction. Humans are wired to pair bond with one another. They need physical and mental intimacy. I can get dopamine release from porn and masturbation but I will never get oxytocin release. It is lonely jerking off online by myself. I cannot get a satisfying reward anymore. It's even difficult to become aroused and erect. I can only get excited buying new content, preferably customized content. I know it will be extremely rare to find a real woman that will understand my addiction and cure me or indulge me and own me. Tell me to smoke up and get high. Incorporate it with edging and important ideas you want me to understand or agree to. Things you think I should accept. Please talk to me for the whole video. Please wear an outfit you can go out in public with. I prefer seeing your face rather than not. Make video looks like it's an office area. Also can you exaggerate and accentuate the build to the edge and then look into my eyes and say something dramatic? And like ocean waves they keep coming