I never intended to allow myself to get this fat. I always thought I would stop before my weight started to seriously effect my lifestyle, but I can't stop. I'm addicted and out of control and I am finding that I don't really mind. I love stuffing my face! I tell you how many calories I ate yesterday and how much I struggle day to day because of my size. I show you the way my massive belly hangs down to my calves when I'm sitting and update you on my lessening mobility and how I much it excites me. I binge at every meal and have no idea how to eat like a normal person and not a pig. In fact, I'm constantly snacking. It's safe to say I am completely addicted to eating. I live for it! My doctors all say I need to stop gaining and work on getting in shape for my health, but I just continue to blissfully ignore them. They don't know what they're talking about anyway. Besides I care more about stuffing my face, getting fatter, and fulfilling my deepest darkest sexual desires more than anything else. Trying to stop now is hopeless. I'm just going to keep growing