I know what you're going through. You thought that first tribute would just be a singular one-off, that you'd never hit "send" again. It was just a little itch to scratch once. Then you did it again. And then you wanted to keep giving more and more. "This is the last time," you said each time. And now, months later, your addiction just keeps growing. I stand here in a barely-there outfit and tell you that there's no way you're going to fight it. Stop saying it's "the last time." Addiction is fun. It can be scary, but over time, giving me money and accepting my control will be your new normal.