All addictions start somewhere. You may be aware of it or not, it's really not up to you to decide what's going on in that head of yours. I may just ask some questions, you may think about it or not, chances are you may be not paying enough attention to what I'm saying anyway. I get it, it may be kind of hard when I'm wearing a black shiny bodysuit and you would much rather be looking than listening... and it's ok, you can just look and not pay attention at all...