This is as close as you'll ever get. A view from a distance. You don't have access to women like me and paying is the only opportunity for you to be a part of it. You don't deserve it at any price, of course, but I'll collect your money anyway. The longer you stare, the more my words sink into that unremarkable mind of yours, and the less likely you are to break away. Men like you always think it's a game, until you realize how easy it is for me to exploit your weaknesses. It hurts to watch, it hurts to pay, but it makes me so happy when you're in pain for me that you keep doing it anyway. You're a permanent voyeur.