Once again I've dressed up for your father but he still has no interest in me or having sex with me. At this point I am done untangling his resistance.... I don't care if he is having an affair, gay, or just in general doesn't have a high sex drive any more.... I am just desperate to feel desired again. You are always so sweet and appreciative of me. You always tell me "Mom, you look absolutely stunning." You have always been grateful for the meals I cooked you, the homework I helped you with, defended me when your father was unkind to me.... you have been the perfect son. As soon as you come home you see me dressed up and know my attempt has failed.... you must feel bad because you end of taking care of Mom tonight.....