Oh My god, it was horrible. There I am, dreaming and sl33ping away like a perfect happy Princess, and then the nightmare starts. I "woke up," looked at Myself in the mirror, and My heart sank. I felt worthless as soon as I awoke. Then, I went to this jail where they don't let you out from 9am to 5pm except for like 10 minutes when you are allowed to have a gross microwave meal! It was the worst! I went into a coffee shop, and instead of catching all the eyes and breaking all the hearts in the room, I was met with disgust! Nobody wanted to talk to Me, help Me, or pay for My coffee, and when I looked at this really cute girl, a look of pure disgust washed over her face! It was as if she'd seen a crawling vermin. When I came home, all I wanted to do was jerk off. For some reason, I couldn't stop thinking about that cute girl and how hot it felt inside to be so passionately rejected by her. It was so weird, I didn't have My perfect pink wet pussy to play with, and the familiar warmth and beauty of My own Feminine arousal was replaced with a primitive, simple, painfully dull hunger. I felt like I was starving and the only food that could satisfy Me was...strange. It was disturbing, the things that turned Me on. I watched in horror as I became horny over the most dehumanizing thoughts. Where was My dignity? What had happened to My self respect??? And then I woke up. Safe and sound in My perfect life, surrounded by beautiful things, filled with the joy and self-confidence that I am used to. It was the most frightening nightmare, I tell you, and I am still quite disturbed by it. I hope I NEVER have to feel like you again.