Relax. You know why you're here. Maybe it's been a while or maybe it's your very first time. Either way, you're staring at the edge. You know that if you step off, there's nothing to break your fall. But you're built for this, this is who you are. Every second that you spend fighting makes you very tired. You feel so heavy, the gravity pulling you towards your fate only increases over time. You know how this ends and you know there's no other way to find relief. You can buy a little time, maybe. Control yourself, but not for long. Abstinence is no escape from destiny. Relapse is inevitable.