You see men send my money to me every day. I post some of the offerings I get every day...because I know that it triggers more and more of you to spend. You want to spend. But you fight it. This is so typically self-sabotaging of you given that your cock is wired straight through your wallet to your mind and i'm fucking all of them relentlessly from a distance. <br><br> I'm not sorry.<br><br>You wound up here because you've spent enough time going through the motions. Faking it. You've paid dommes that don't terrify you as much hoping to experience the edge...But you just can't get there, can you? You need to make this real....at least once before you die. But you're afraid of where I will take you. So sad. I can't imagine what it must be like to fear the exact thing that gets you off...but I can ease you into a deep blank state where it won't affect you as much anymore. With the edge of fear removed, you can come a little closer... <br><br> It's time to accept your urges. <br><Br><br> Warning: This is an induction. Yada yada. i'm good at what I do; don't hurt yourself.However, DO use markups to enhance the affect.