Hey Baby...We need to have a talk, I've been wanting to bring this up for a long time now but it's something that I know is going to be hard for you to hear...which is why I have been holding back, but I can't deal with this anymore. I really do love you and I care about you deeply, you are such an amazing person. But there is one thing that I just can't pretend to be happy with anymore...You are terrible in bed. For the past year and a half I've been faking orgasms and pretending to be satisfied with you fucking me, in fact I take my vibrator into the bathroom after every time we have sex because I need to get off. I have sexual needs, and I don't want them fulfilled by a sex toy...I want them fulfilled during sex, I want a man to be the one getting me off. I don't want to end our relationship, I do love you very much...and I know you love me and want to be with me. I know you would do anything to make me happy, and I know this must be painful to hear but I just cannot go on lying and pretending to be happy sexually when that couldn't be further from the truth. It's not for lack of trying, you certainly give a good effort in bed...it's just that your dick is...well...it's less then average, it's small...and there is just no way you are ever going to get me off with it. You are such a wonderful person and so I've tried my best to overlook your small dick, and I've gotten a year and a half into this relationship but I just can't overlook it anymore. There isn't anything you can do to change your situation, you can't just make a big cock magically appear...and there aren't any plastic surgeries out there to help. So the only solution I can think of is that you just need to be okay with me fucking other men. I've honestly always had a thing for black men, I've slept with a few in my personal life and they have such big dicks, I've never had better sex then with hung black men. And I mean I still want you involved...I want you to watch me getting fucked, you deserve to see what it's like to see my sexually pleasured, I want you to see me actually cum and get off. I want you to watch and I want you to stroke, I really do think after some time getting use to this that you will enjoy yourself too. I actually have a date tonight, as long as things go well at dinner then there is a very good chance I will be bringing him home tonight...I just wanted to be honest, and I wanted you to be prepared for the situation. I do hope you will come in the bedroom to watch us, I know you must be curious to see me actually get off.