This is a fucked up verbal humiliation intended to make you feel like a huge failure. Your porn addiction has gotten so intense that you're ruining your own life in order to keep it up. You've alienated yourself from friends and any potential girlfrends because all you want to do is go home and goon to weird and humiliating porn. I instruct you to jerk yourself off while you listen to me talk down to you, because although it's ruining YOUR life, it's entertaining MINE :)