Things are really heating up for you in this stage of your pornosexual development. You've completely stopped visiting traditional porn sites in favor of femdom-only platforms. You've decided to adopt a pussy-free lifestyle, and identify as a pornosexual. This is just so much easier! What were you thinking all those years, attempting to live up to our culture's expectations for men!? The idea of trying to date or downloading an app sends a shiver up your spine. And your brain chemistry has started to adapt as well. The thought of lazily jerking off the way you used to sends you into a panic. You NEED the extended dopamine release that gooning provides. In the previous stages, you still had a sense of control, you were still calling the shots, and making your own decisions about how to proceed but now... well, the long stroke sessions that your mind and body demand aren't up to you anymore. This is feeling... less than consensual. And maybe you're starting to notice that. Maybe it's beginning to concern you. You think about what you'd have to tell all of your friends about where you've been, but it's just so upsetting and humiliating, that stroking to self-soothe wins out again. Looking at your porn collection starts to worry you, too. The step-mommy content, the pornosexual reject content, all the loser porn... What if someone found out?? This was just supposed to be fun! It was a phase! You were just going through a hard time! You want so badly to blame your goddess, but you know at the end of the day the only person you have to blame is yourself. The painful truth of your pornosexuality is too much to bear, so you resolve to quit femdom porn for good. This has gone too far, and you're intent on reversing what we both know is irreversible damage.