You know rejection. You know humiliation. You're very well acquainted, aren't you? Bullied by hot girls, laughed at by crushes, dumped by women (if you were even lucky enough to get to that point). You probably have some varying degree of porn-induced erectile dysfunction. And you've done it all to yourself, haven't you? You gave up on yourself a long time ago so it doesn't matter anymore, but sometimes it still stings. I want you to feel the failure of it all and jerk your pathetic cock to it. I want you to think of all your accumulated degrees of brokenness all at once and stroke to it. If you're not going to ever change, you might as well fetishize it.